It’s fine.
I looked at her, searching her eyes.
“Are you okay?” I asked quietly.
Lily’s smile stayed in place, but her gaze slid away for half a second.
“I’m okay,” she said. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
I tried to laugh. “I’m just… checking.”
She came over and kissed my cheek, quick and affectionate, like she wanted to reassure me without opening anything up.
And sometimes children carry weight quietly because they think that’s what love looks like.
Near 2 a.m., I stood by the hallway outside Lily’s room.
The door was closed. A strip of warm light spilled from underneath—her nightlight.
I rested my palm on the door, not opening it, just listening.
Silence.
And something in my chest whispered a truth I didn’t want:
If she’s skipping school, it’s not because she’s reckless.
It’s because she thinks she has to.
The next morning, I played my role.
I woke Lily like normal. Packed her lunch. Smiled. Asked about her schedule. She answered easily. Too easily.
When we left the house, she waved and headed toward the corner where the bus stop was.
I drove away like I was going to work.
I turned two streets down and pulled over, hands shaking slightly on the steering wheel.